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Things That Makes You Happy #30DaysWritingChallenge (Day 2)

     Hello, I'm back. Today, I'm gonna talk about something that makes me happy. This little thing that always together with me during the stage of my life. Let's talk it one by one. But, first I'll tell you about something that makes me happy. it's a fangirling moment. 

    Fangirling is an activity that always there every day in my life. I always have someone that I adore and I feel that fangirling can boost my mood up. I feel so happy when my idol posted selca, tweets, or updated something. I think I have a plan for tomorrow just to see them on social media. and I see myself can't live without this thing. sometimes, I feel it strange for not having an idol and cheer them. fangirling is coloring my day. So, in this story, I'll start to begin my fangirling journey because I'm so happy to share it and I have no time yet to share this story with my friends.

    In my childhood days around 4 or 5, I started to fangirling boy group from Taiwan called F4 and watch the drama too, Meteor Garden. I have a crush on Vannes Wu also known as Mei Zuo in Meteor Garden. the funniest thing is I'll blow a kiss when Vannes Wu appeared on the screen HAHA. my mother said when we just walking on the street, suddenly I heard the original soundtrack of Meteor Garden was playing. I talked to my mother to go to the source of the sound. we went there and I asked my mother to buy the CD that contains all the original soundtrack of Meteor Garden. I don't know why my mother agreed to buy it, maybe she has a crush with Tao Ming Tse/Jerry Yan too HAHA. Until now, I'm still listening to their song "Liu Xing Yu/Meteor Rain". 


    In my teenage days around 11 until 13, I have a crush on a boy group too from my country, Indonesia. SMASH. SMASH stands for Seven Man As Seven Heroes. I thought it's very cool back then. I started to like them after seeing their first debut song "I Heart You". It's a catchy song and they're so talented because they can dance and sing while they're performing their song. I joined the fandom called "SMASHBLAST" and supported them and cheered them with buying kinds of stuff like their album, magazines. I knew their schedules on or off-air. I followed them on social media. Sadly, I was not afforded to join their event, meet and greet, and registered membership. I think that's fine because I was underage and my saving isn't enough to buying merchandise that related to them. 
    
    In 2012-2015, I found someone that attracts me to support his songs. He is Greyson Chance. I started to like him after listening to his poetic song "Home Is In Your Eyes". The positive thing about joining fandom (Enchancer) was I found many friends from another country and started learning a new language, English. I kept improving my English skills so I can talk with my friend from another country. The fun fact was I joined the English course too. The negative thing after joining the fandom was I started to be nocturnal because I have a different time zone with Greyson WKWK. So, I would like to thank Greyson that really help me to learn something new. I really love your songs. You're a great musician. 


    Around 20s, I found them. The light of my life. The cause of my Euphoria. My precious thing. My best decision in life. They're too amazing for me. They're a great singer and dancer. They're a hard worker. They change me to be a better person. I'm starting to love and forgive myself. I feel loved because of them. Who's them? BTS. A south-Korean-boy group with 7 members. The leader is Kim Namjoon. The oldest one is Kim Seokjin and there are Min Yoongi, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, Jeon Jungkook (I wrote this but can't help to fanchant-ing them wkwk). I really appreciate their career journey. It's blood sweat and tears. I love the fandom too, ARMY. I feel like I, BTS, and ARMY is family. We're holding hands together to through this life. Being a fangirl of BTS is the best decision. I think I'm the happiest fangirl. Please, support their latest single song, Dynamite!

    There are so many things that make me happy, but fangirling is the best thing. I love all of them not because of the physical appearance, but also their talent. They deserve to be loved and supported. 
    The conclusion of this story is I find myself being so happy in many things with fangirling. I'm happy with music, learning something new, finding new friends. 




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